Premonition or past?

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Still trying to figure out if my inexplicable sadness & tears on the dark & stormy drive home last night were a premonition to the horrible quake/tidal wave disaster that would strike less than 2 hours later, or regret at the sight of Kieran playing with grandma-types from my family... but not my own grandmas. It is still amazing to me that I've found elders from both sides of my family who have warmly welcomed us in though.